I received the letter from the State Bar today that says my Examsoft certification process is complete and I have been permanently assigned to the Ontario test center. I've already made my hotel reservations so that letter signified the last piece of the puzzle falling neatly into place. I guess this thing is really going to happen after all.
Law school has been a long road. There have been many (many) personal challenges along the way. Some only difficult. Others, both long and difficult. I kept telling myself that I just had to hang in there until July 2007. Now I wish I had more time.
I'm usually the king of analogies but I can't find one now that explains how I feel. I'm a little anxious. A little nervous. I guess 'scared' would be a proper adjective but I refuse to let that feeling gain a foothold. I AM going to pass this thing on the first try. I can't let myself believe otherwise.
This is where I usually say, "Damn the torpedoes! Full speed ahead!" The problem is that I don't feel that bold at this moment, and the torpedoes look awfully big (and numerous).
Ah... screw it... Baton down the hatches. It looks like we're in for a blow!