... I've jettisoned the baggage because I'm a guy and I pack light. I think the reason it bugs me so much is that I'm basically a creature of logic and I'm unused to having all these emotions bouncing around inside my head. But as long as I stay busy and don't think about anything other than the task ahead, I'm fine.
On my writing, I almost finished a PT today - and it actually looked like a regular answer. Okay, well, even if it didn't look like a real regular released answer it at least looked better than anything I've produced before. And that, my friends, is progress.
I'm memorizing now, and I'm trying to send a couple of essays per day to bargraders.com. My plan is to keep writing essays until next Saturday. MBEs are on the back burner and probably won't be moved to the front again until Tuesday night.
Rambling, I am. Don't have much to say. Best of luck to all.